Happy Mothers day to my mommy! I must say, holidays like this is always hard for me, knowing that I’ve never spent one with her. Knowing I can never hug her on a day like this. I try and keep a smile to keep my Nana happy who’s always been like my mother, but no one can take the place of my mom. Talking to her just makes it worse. One day I hope to be able to hug her and tell her Happy Mothers day! I will always love her, even for everything she’s done to me, just made me stronger.
At the end of the day I know I will always have myself. As long as I always do me, I should be fine. There is only so much you can do for some until you see there true colors. Not everyone will respect you has much as you respect them. You just got to know when to say no and to who. Everything I’ve done was to help you do better but sometimes that’s not enough. Just got to brush it off and keep it moving. Just got to know when to say I’m done.
….. I’m done!
I can’t believe it’s been. Everything that you said I wasn’t I became this past year hope it would be the same but I was wrong. I’ve seen the mistakes that I’ve made and learned to move on. I won’t look back. I’ve wasted a year on nothing. I will not change who I am to fit no man. I just know that there will always be that spot you had, but that door will never be reopened!
